Dear friend

跟去年说再见　转眼又是冬天
才一年　看着世界变迁
有种沧海桑田　无常的感觉

Oh~ Friend 我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈　我们如此遥远

朋友孩子的脸　说着生命喜悦
如果说　我们依然相恋
说不定在眼前　是另外情节

Oh~ Friend 我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈　这么多年
Oh~ Friend 我对你的想念
此刻特别强烈　如此遥远

whats left?

n.o.t.h.i.n.g

Hi I'm Christmas will you merry me? :>

Please don't let history repeat itself dear god.

:')

FUCK ALL THE LUST AND ALL THE PRETTY BOYS

Happy birthday!

Sleepless nights like that

So we got talkin last night, talking about stuff yknow. Telling him everything i was feeling. How tiny I felt all of a sudden with assignments piling on me. I don't have time for everything and everyone I miss all my girls, and I need to spend more time with my family, moving is a bitch. I want to pool badly. I hate the fact term tests are like running towards me at 250 miles an hour sigh :( And then we started talking about Desmond and Ty and how i was once a kid in love, and i do not want to be compared w her, neither does he. so it was a load off my shoulder, i felt so much better. After all the shit, i feel like i've broken down another layer...seeing a side of him which i havent seen before.

He's different. Then again, every girl says that to every boy.

"i could be happier best yes i'm pretty happy now and all"
and how short a phrase can be yet it changes everythings 'posed to be

and then we got pissed over small lil shit you over that tat shit and me over joanne, she isnt ugly but i swear i can beat her hands down, with my eyes shut. but hey dude which girl likes hearing that oh her eyes look better w makeup but yeah havent you realise i dont put makeup?

oh, nah it doesn't bother me i swear. cant be bothered anyway sweetheart


... and then i shut my eyes and listen to my thoughts. fuck why am i caring so much. and my heart replied: cos you know he's creeping in. Silently like a mutha fucking slut,

if only i did let myself go, what would have happened?

not a good day

5 random shit

1. the boy is sick
2. marketing is a bitch
3. staying in kovan now
4. hope he gets well soon
5. cant wait to play pool

need to start studying for term tests and some substantial post plox
the weather sux ballz

(.^-^.)

'When i kissed him,
he giggled like a girl,
red turned his ears,
round and round he twirled'

Awww that was our first kiss

Seulongggg :) :) :)

awwwwwww :)

/////

The boy bought me and Karyn golden tickets to 2am tickets....what a damn-nice-but-silly move to do.
So i got guilty and i bought him an album to try our luck and guess what!

....
...
......
...
.....

We got a golden ticket!!!!!!!!!!

This MMS (made madel smile)

///////////

Few errands to run today, hehe love errand-running so toodles guys~

Cold Monday Blues

Countdown 1.5h before I see S.
Countdown 5 more days to Mnet hehehehe
Countdown 2 more weeks before I move out of Bukit panjang.
Countdown 24 days to Christmas,
And countdown 30 days to New year.

.....time is passing faster and faster.
Term tests, terms break and i'm turning 18 in a blink of an eye.

I don't know why time never fail to amaze me every year,
every single year

on a side note: financial econs are b.oring :(

:////

he's nice and everything but....how long would it be able to last?

Gone

'when its time to let go, you just gotta let go'
....got me thinking.

damn things come and go, its all so impossible to control. guess god's sending a sign to rid me of unnecessary stuff in my life. just like my changing a new phone, getting rid of old contacts. people whom i don't need in my life. too many thoughts crashin' in like the tides of sea////

been thinking alot lately. how the walls tear down so easily. this week hasn't been too good, hopefully things get better next week.

Another month to Christmas, will a mistletoe be of good use?

fucking dulan my laptop crashed gna chiong my assignment and go fix my laptop

so not my day :(

Never felt this weak in such a long time

tryna cut down on all the carb intake and exercise more. but fuck am even lazy to climb three storeys up.
i really want to be slim like the past.

i took 10 min to fit into my jeans fml

being a fatty, literally now, isn't good :(

even S calls me ah pui. and my godbro calls me xiao pang.

say hi to fat me

foolish people

....love is gone

was in love w the past

if you ever feel scared or alone,
i'd hold you.

i'd hold you

Cold November rain

All I hear is raindrops,
Falling on the rooftop

And I'm thinking of you again

////

Last two months are my favorite time of the year. It was our season. :/

Sigh on a brighter note: the year is ending in a blink of an eye. Christmas is coming, Mnet is coming too :) Something to look forward to....hoping the new house finish renovations before the new year. Guess it's gna be a lonely Xmas for me once again.

Why so emomo there I go again

Ties

Living in godma's house is a pain in the ass,
3rd day without the father... :(
Mom's been pms-y, and unreasonable.

I do not feel loved at all.

...but haven't it been this way all these while?

Side Note:

Class ends late today but thank god for papa tan that sweet little teletubby
"I fetch you tonight after your class. Let me know time and place. Maybe we can have dinner together"

I love you Dad.

no signal to send texts so just wanted to tell you dear it was awkward reading your tumblr beside a male classmate thanks.

Sunday woes

Today is the last day i'm waking up from this room, this bed
:(

so many memories sigh time to move on :) Another phase of life, this time turning into a young adult. Pretty excited, hope God sends more positive stuff into my life hehe.

I was proud to be an Aquarius kid..a Tampines kid, a Bedok kid.
ah now i'm turn into a Kovan Kid. T_T

So long~

...side tracking. Been busy w school and the TP mates. Been meeting up w this fella, gets my mind off things. Makes me laugh. That's all that matters right, being happy and carefree?

Who gives ten fucks anyway

Addict

...finished packing my room. saw our old pictures. old letters,

guiltyMax

ditched school today cos i got a stupid mosquito bite under my eye......and cos when i left house it started drizzling. and cos i want to save 4 bucks from cabbing. 3 valid reasons hehe

Darling you give love a bad name

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Young and reckless

It's getting on my nerves that I rather hang out w Karyn the loser than my camp mates n friends.....

No I'm just kidding dear so Gumawo for you hehe^^

Happy birthday darling! :)))

Moving out in 9 days I'm gna be missing this familiar place :(

lllll&c

Avoiding something doesn’t always mean that you hate it.
.......It could also mean that you want it, but you just know it isn’t right. 

Last night I had a nightmare, so fucking afraid k.
hate this.

3 years ago, I met this amazing person

I'll be over you... as soon as forever is through.

seulong ♥

An eye for an eye,
makes the whole world go blind

world's no.1 jerk

you're so mean i can almost cry right now

lol watching all those kpop night fancams~~
can see our fanboards during the finale (from those filming from standing pit B)
....cant believe we were so lucky that snsd stood infront of us :)))))

first pic i took when snsd came out, sunny saw my fanboard immediately and posed for my cam :)
BUT THE FKING CAMERA DIDNT FOCUS PROPERLY, or was i too excited shaking??

tiffany looked into my cam :) sooyong fking skinny, her legs damn slim and she kept shooting hearts :)

AND THE MAKNAE DAMN PRETTY IN RL OK

but yoona really damn cute. Yoonyul is real lor, omg they are goddamn pretty in rl and damn sweet :))))

got some bigbang pix for my sissy but she say only the butt wtf better than nothing right?!?!

bigbang/top's pix are the nicest cos they came to the front several times, compared to snsd (only once) and shinee like half way only sigh .... need to watermark BB one cos its really damn chio lah ok 

anyway dear this is for you :) your phone died and i cant contact you wtf 

Contemplating if i should go school or
see a doctor~ :////

Anyway 25 oct doomsday for everyone, school starts for poly kids, o levels for sec sch kids, and its doomsday for jc kids! Hope everyone promote ^^

ytd marked the 3rd anniversary for smv :/// time flies huh, miss the good ol' days.

BUT ANYWAY, KPOP NIGHT WAS SUPER GOOD :))))
Got quite a few fanservice but didnt manage to snap picture leh :(

The files are quite big lazy to crop so upload kpop one some other time ^^

how to rotate the pix ah... so screwed up one. ok 11.45, i can still make it but nope nope not going alr no more contacts anyway :/ by this time the fat face should be ending school soon ^_^ prawning lets go!

kaobehlah

this morning was esp mad grumpy
it was like genting raining,
stupid indonesia now my throat is like fk pain ok
and thanks to indo fans, shinee ah beng not coming sg :(

ok shower, prawn, fanboard, chalet lets go

make me happy ♥.♥

douchebag

u smile like hyuna and i fking hate it

Dear Diiiiary

Today's officially my last day at work.

Needed some time to run some errands and settle all the preparation for Kpop night. like 3 days to prepare, should be enough hor? Finally a break aft working like... .. . . . .. 5 days in a row? :/

why is my bloggie turning emo im so tired even tho there isn't work tmr, ima sleep now and go dental early in da morning :) 2 pimples is coming out i hope they heal before Sat :((

im really tired now cant think so goodnight world i love you

 how's my black hair? younger, yes/no? ^^

my first "professional" pic of me playing pool :)

omg look like this photo i have............wait ah

tada dang dang dang!!

and this is my idol!! ♥♥♥♥ LOOK ALIKE ANOT?

hehe

And tonight i'm officially missing you

"If you ever decide to go, I want a warning. You know, big flashing red lights and one of those clocks that counts down like a bomb in a movie? And there's a whole bunch of colored wires and I'm not sure which is the right one to cut, but I guess the green one and then at the last second, no, the red one, and then click, it stops with three-tenths of a second left, but then you don't leave. Like that, okay? "

Oh darlin' your eyes make the stars look like they're not shining

never fail to make me smile ♥.♥

2 favourite members of 4minute :)))))

which is also my iphone screen saver!

...... .. .. today i played pool for 5 hrs during work.
and 2hrs aft work. im so happy hehe

what you do best

Miserable at best

Almost, did.

xnxn

i got a feeling~

that tonight's gna be a good night,
a good good nightttt~

just reached home and im waiting for the bathroom so here i am

anyway happy birthday kelly wong :/

you fking gorgeous shit
butterflies are flying all around~ ~ ~

how can people even be this good looking lah knn

say hi to my appa and my new house and my new swimming pool. its quite small lor.....

meeting this fat face tmrox!

shall sleep now anneyong~~

this is my favourite girl in the WWW (whole wide world) hehehe

so hello bloggiepoppie how have you been?

I've been a busy girl~~ tryna save up money for daddy's and mummy's bday surprise next month! Im so excited hehehe anyway did I say?? WE WON THE GMART BLOG THINGY that lame entry i posted for fun hahahahahahhaha omgawd mad happy ok so i'ma getting myself a cinnamoroll blankie :) and insoles!! woozz am taking a well-deserved break tmr! Dental, breakf, prawning w dearie! ^o^

anyway working at poolspot izzz good. eyecandies (Y) hehehehehehehe

ok sorry i need to clear my email alr

anneyong keke^^
i need to do sthg about this blog hmm

The magic of first love is our ignorance that it can never end

Hi

I'm currently in a stoney and lazy mood.
whats new right

Shall go hv a quick nap before i go shower. needa have some class bonding w the mates later. Sigh, when i want to save money t buy a good compact cam for kpop night....im spending more. Working at poolspot had been a breeze. I get to sit and change the muzik to oldies hehe watch people play pool, talk to Boss Darren, talk to uncle Wee, SlacKkkk at the blackkk, free drinkz, play poolll. Kinda lika my dream job hehe. Would be my third day tmr at work. Fri sk2 again~ workaholic sighz

Anyway met up w Aslyn ytd miss that woman :)

aburpt end cos i need to write some stuff
much more important than this lame blog hehe

bye

很累

 artificial happiness

很累

变了

大家都变了

WAN an

was watching run devil run live to recap dance moves,
ended up watching clips of snsd.

distracted2damax~~~

focus focus!

one of my fav song from 200 pounds of beauty!
i think taeyeon did a verrrrrry good job singing it ^^

Pictures??

my hair colour is getting pretty shitty thinking if i should dye hyuna-blond (which wouldnt suit my skintone) or like dye it black or dark brown sighhhh

kpop night no.1 in queue woohoo