Cold Monday Blues

Countdown 1.5h before I see S.
Countdown 5 more days to Mnet hehehehe
Countdown 2 more weeks before I move out of Bukit panjang.
Countdown 24 days to Christmas,
And countdown 30 days to New year.

.....time is passing faster and faster.
Term tests, terms break and i'm turning 18 in a blink of an eye.

I don't know why time never fail to amaze me every year,
every single year

on a side note: financial econs are b.oring :(

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he's nice and everything but....how long would it be able to last?

Gone

'when its time to let go, you just gotta let go'
....got me thinking.

damn things come and go, its all so impossible to control. guess god's sending a sign to rid me of unnecessary stuff in my life. just like my changing a new phone, getting rid of old contacts. people whom i don't need in my life. too many thoughts crashin' in like the tides of sea////

been thinking alot lately. how the walls tear down so easily. this week hasn't been too good, hopefully things get better next week.

Another month to Christmas, will a mistletoe be of good use?

fucking dulan my laptop crashed gna chiong my assignment and go fix my laptop

so not my day :(

Never felt this weak in such a long time

tryna cut down on all the carb intake and exercise more. but fuck am even lazy to climb three storeys up.
i really want to be slim like the past.

i took 10 min to fit into my jeans fml

being a fatty, literally now, isn't good :(

even S calls me ah pui. and my godbro calls me xiao pang.

say hi to fat me

foolish people

....love is gone

was in love w the past

if you ever feel scared or alone,
i'd hold you.

i'd hold you

Cold November rain

All I hear is raindrops,
Falling on the rooftop

And I'm thinking of you again

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Last two months are my favorite time of the year. It was our season. :/

Sigh on a brighter note: the year is ending in a blink of an eye. Christmas is coming, Mnet is coming too :) Something to look forward to....hoping the new house finish renovations before the new year. Guess it's gna be a lonely Xmas for me once again.

Why so emomo there I go again

Ties

Living in godma's house is a pain in the ass,
3rd day without the father... :(
Mom's been pms-y, and unreasonable.

I do not feel loved at all.

...but haven't it been this way all these while?

Side Note:

Class ends late today but thank god for papa tan that sweet little teletubby
"I fetch you tonight after your class. Let me know time and place. Maybe we can have dinner together"

I love you Dad.

no signal to send texts so just wanted to tell you dear it was awkward reading your tumblr beside a male classmate thanks.

Sunday woes

Today is the last day i'm waking up from this room, this bed
:(

so many memories sigh time to move on :) Another phase of life, this time turning into a young adult. Pretty excited, hope God sends more positive stuff into my life hehe.

I was proud to be an Aquarius kid..a Tampines kid, a Bedok kid.
ah now i'm turn into a Kovan Kid. T_T

So long~

...side tracking. Been busy w school and the TP mates. Been meeting up w this fella, gets my mind off things. Makes me laugh. That's all that matters right, being happy and carefree?

Who gives ten fucks anyway

Addict

...finished packing my room. saw our old pictures. old letters,

guiltyMax

ditched school today cos i got a stupid mosquito bite under my eye......and cos when i left house it started drizzling. and cos i want to save 4 bucks from cabbing. 3 valid reasons hehe

Darling you give love a bad name

Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying
Would you save my soul tonight?

Young and reckless

It's getting on my nerves that I rather hang out w Karyn the loser than my camp mates n friends.....

No I'm just kidding dear so Gumawo for you hehe^^

Happy birthday darling! :)))

Moving out in 9 days I'm gna be missing this familiar place :(

lllll&c

Avoiding something doesn’t always mean that you hate it.
.......It could also mean that you want it, but you just know it isn’t right. 

Last night I had a nightmare, so fucking afraid k.
hate this.

3 years ago, I met this amazing person

I'll be over you... as soon as forever is through.