you chase the blues away

strike a match and you send it blazing
you've got my heart on a trance
making me wanna dance
only with you darling,

only if its with you.

:(

Madel Tan you can do better than this

Why are you caving in already? Good lord.

Time won't you hurry?
....please?

No mood to study. Gna sleep the fuck off.



////higher than the moon~
and when I flew the ground never felt that hard
Maybe the clouds got sick of the meteorites
...mercurial's to blame,
or the missing of some sparks?

You see some flashin' light far away,
The faint glimmer fadin away
Then came a drop or two.
You came too sober. We came too sober.

you're my personal brand of beer

was studying for ppm test tomorrow and idk how i ended up looking at cues

miss pool sooooo much :(
ok need to hit a few balls soon. like   a s a p

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picture says it all

Hey morning friday

Lately I've been updating alot, which means im on the laptop alot,
which means i've tons of work to do which is not a good sign :(

Been surviving this whole festive season without a phone and look at me, I'm still alive and breathing, being uncontactable is kinda nice once in awhile.

idk if its me or what but we've been feeling kinda apathetic lately, its like everyone's jaded. its so saddening :(
or maybe it's just a phase and temperamental shit. its like god's playing sims, letting us do all the wrong shit, meet the wrong people, let us be on tenterhooks 24/7, not knowing whats gna happen.

 its so difficult to eschew sinful pleasure, alcohol and cigarettes are every-fucking-where. then you got reminded that the fucking acetaldehyde accumulated hurts, then again, i'd hurt everytime just to forget the world.

so cheers

thank god for beer when everything fails

once again

got emotional over no shit.
why do you always have to do this?

youve no fucking idea how much you affect my emotions

"you're the only star that shines in my sky"

say hello to day 4 without a handphone. i can totally live without technology.

dreamt of stuff i dont wanna dream about, is it true that that particular person in your dream is missing you?

These days i've been feeling rather weird, that words cant describe. it's like kinda hollow/vaccum kind of thing. i think it's just a phase. or maybe its the beer or champagne. i think i just miss me time. theres so many people around me but all i want is to spend some time alone.

theres so many assignments due, so many things on my mind. sighhhh

whats there to think when theres beer? bottoms up.

time to disappear from the face of the world

dont miss me while im gone k

time check: half past 11. have a gd cny y'all!

Rise and shine cupcakes

finally done w my stuff, gna study my test now and god im hungrii

would die for some palio pasta now



whadafakkkk GNA FAINT NOW brb

ponder

too fast?

thinking about you

:(

how now brown cow

fuck this shit

home we go,
all time low


TUESDAY BLUESSSSS

Hello Monday Blues

drrrrreamt of this lovely face and weird "ladypants" and woke up in the middle of the night, did i mention? i hate waking up in the middle of the night. cant wait for tues dinner, and thurs lunch, facial too, and tmr morning. i need to wash photos too #madeltantodolist

im fucked

used original documents for my apel portfolio and i cant find all of em now.
cant find the stupid portfolio damn it

IM FUCKED.

can someone buy this for me preaseeeee

Can I get that prrrreaseeeeee



-insert kitty eyes-

-insert annoying sajiao-

fine by me

so was getting rly hyped up over the trip, then came the jb shit,
and now everything's good, came the bill, then came the the slots.

Regardless of which, still am pretty stoked. cant wait for time to fly, cant wait for feb, cant wait for march. Can't wait for April.

Can't wait for everything in 2012 :)

How was your 2012 thus far?

wednesday meh?

these days my dreams had been rather bizarre

i cant believe im losing more weight

anyway i cant wait for pizza already

oh yes and chinese new year.

Oh back to work.

Wake up Madel

Everything that I dreamt was of perfect detail, of what I wanted it to be, how perfect his eyes were, tracing down to his sharp nose. To how perfect his ears were. How his hair was trimmed to a neat-do, and how his lips were pursed. Only thing missing was mine on those 

I know the word perfect was repeatedly used but there is no other word to describe this flawless beauty. What a beautiful boy.

Gibberish to start my Sunday morning, weather's great at the farm, erasing every inch of tiredness I have in my body. Its a love-hate relationship i have with my 8am body clock.
Have a good week y'all!

trollololol

Count your blessings

2012? Count your blessings and fuck the rest.

2012

Dear Diary,

Happy new year!

Let's all countdown to the remaining days of our lives before the end of the world.

ever thine,
M

asked

"why does loving you feels so wrong?"