Friday, March 25, 2011

Never felt so damn alive

Yesterday night was one of the shit nights where everything was spinning around, you had no control over anything. Your emotions, the words you splurt out. It’s like a volcano erupting after so long and the lava, molten, ash whatever ejecting, just that in my case it was just all the feelings I had inside of me. And maybe a tear of two. Sick kind of pleasure.

It’s like I’ve never felt so alive, these uncertainties make me feel so alive but yet I cant feel more dead. I need to take a breather, to do something to myself to stop feeling so numb, I feel like I can’t feel anything. Does that even make sense?

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