Thursday, January 27, 2011

Happy family :>

wtfz

"Mania is the signature characteristic of bipolar disorder and, depending on its severity, is how the disorder is classified. Mania is generally characterized by a distinct period of an elevated mood, which can take the form of euphoria. People commonly experience an increase in energy and a decreased need for sleep, with many often getting as little as 3 or 4 hours of sleep per night, while others can go days without sleeping. A person may exhibit pressured speech, with thoughts experienced as racing.

Attention span is low, and a person in a manic state may be easily distracted. Judgment may become impaired, and sufferers may go on spending sprees or engage in behavior that is quite abnormal for them. They may indulge in substance abuse, particularly alcohol or other depressants, cocaine or other stimulants, or sleeping pills. Their behavior may become aggressive, intolerant, or intrusive. People may feel out of control or unstoppable, or as if they have been "chosen" and are "on a special mission" or have other grandiose or delusional ideas. Sexual drive may increase. At more extreme phases of bipolar I, a person in a manic state can begin to experience psychosis, or a break with reality, where thinking is affected along with mood. Some people in a manic state experience severe anxiety and are very irritable (to the point of rage), while others are euphoric and grandiose.

To be diagnosed with mania according to the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders (DSM), a person must experience this state of elevated or irritable mood, as well as other symptoms, for at least one week, less if hospitalization is required."

Reading up on bipolar...and it is freaking me out omgawdxzxz

cant take my eyes off you

You, are so beautiful

and fuck i cant help it

Hi hi hi

Been pretty busy, and in a blink of an eye.....
ITS THURS ALR woohooooo~

To-Do list:
1. facial tmr check
2. Manicure and pedicure tmr check
3. Shopping tmr check
4. Aslyn birthday party on sat
5. PF ON SAT W KARYN & MEL woohoo
6. Ihci assignment... :/ :/
7. Fecon/dbis shuckz

 Had a mini photoshoot w the girls, they are all so skinny make me feel so fat wtf ._.



Friday, January 21, 2011

Woop woop

it waz gooddddddd i want more........................... hehe

Tuesday, January 18, 2011

pixels


When i just moved in! Obviously it doesnt look like this now cos its goddamn messy

Cinamenmen and his gf, strawerry

I miss pf say real one ~

sometimes i sieh bth but what2do
She doesnt say He doesnt know

so who's at fault?

epikkkk

Google translate "Will Justin Bieber ever hit puberty" into vietnamese
and translate that back into english

Hahahahahhaha

We just fucking dance on

"The best you ever had is just a memory,"
True true

Anyway gave school a miss since
1. I was lazy
2. Down w flu
3. I need to pack my room
4. Do my assignments
5. Parents left for work w.o sending me to school

5 good and valid reasons ^~^

Had been eating less and everything but im still o.5kg away from being a 45kg.
Weird.......

I've just moved in and my room is pretty awesome hehe i dont have my iphone cable w me now so i'ma just gna save the tweetpic. Been rather busy these days w assignments and life, and moving house, so i caught Centurion recently? And gna catch Love and other drugs this thurs. Hmmm penpal coming this fri i'm pretty excited to meet him since it is almost 8 years since we first 'met' hahaha

Oh yeah I met Hebe last sunday!!! She's mad pretty anyway my blog is getting pretty boring hahahah


Sunday, January 9, 2011

words

Everything I wanted to say to him but I just can't


What a shame we never listened.

Monday, January 3, 2011

:/

Boys....are all the same.

He once said to me "I'll never let another teardrop fall,"
and look at what happened hahah

so another boy is here: "i'm never letting this happen"

....and i thought i could be dependant on him.

Maybe i shouldn't.

...and i even promised him today that i would stop keeping things to myself. wonder what would happen if he found this tiny space of mine.

/shrug not a good sign im tired i want to go to bed, the thing is i'd forgo my favourite past-time to think about stuff and whether if i should do cmsk nao fuck man 2011 please be good..~

All of a sudden i feel so tiny in this huge world. avoiding is goodshit actually

Saturday, January 1, 2011

need sleep desperately

Had a great countdown with my dearies :)

We gna fuck 2011 so hard